hello readers! really reluctant to go to work today. t
dragging myself out of the bed and everything
change and tie my hair
i really dread going back swensens nowadays
tats why im not working much these few days

so today i kept sir justin in suspense (so he said)
abt working on wed and fri
last few times helping them
its like i cant say NO but i cant say YES either
MAYBE is a shitty answer
so told him not gonna help him during the train ride back home
he didnt give any face expression
maybe he sort of guessed it that i would say no

so i feel really suffocated right now
like many many thoughts jamming up my brain
if somebody could take those thoughts away from me
ill be grateful man

tmr going for dinner with Kim Joo Guan ppl
and training for new job
sales promoter!
lots of talking required
i think imma die
really
i regret taking up the job
but i cant drop it now
ok.
end of story
ciao peeps